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+graduated from Ngee Ann P0ly+
+Diploma in Business Information Technology+
+pursuing Degree in Biz management Majoring Finance+

+cheerful
+like to smile and laugh alot
+love her family and group of friends very much
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+stay happy and smiles always ^^
+peace
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~~+l0Ve fr0m family and fRenx+~~
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

have been waiting for you

+ [[. l0ve .]] +

i came across my friend's blog
saw something that attracted my attention
and made me stucked there f0r l0ng.
many th0ught running around my mind.
it's just couldn't stop.

tw0 tear drop were fl0ating down the river
one said"i'm the tear drop of a girl wh0 love a guy and lost him"
"wh0 are you"
"i'm the tear drop of the guy who regret letting the girl he love go"
s0und familiar? yay~! i heard it bef0re
and when i visit Xueli's blog
i read these again. and this once again
grab my entire attenti0n .

xueli asked in her blog
w0uld you want t0 go back to the one y0u love
or the one wh0 love y0u.
g0sh~! this made me think and think.
yet i c0uldn't get an answer out of it =x

so wat if i go back t0 the one i love?
wat if he dun have feelings f0r me anymorE?
i always have this thinking. and perspectives.
that once the feelings is g0ne.
it would n0t come back.
i dun believe in rekindle the l0ve and made it glow back.
i 0nli believed in once the feelings is gone.
n0thing could be the same anymore.

n0w. so wat if i go back t0 the one wh0 love me?
i dun love him.
this would be unfair to him.
i dun believe in "love could be grow over timeS"
i believe in when there's n0 chemistry,
there would n0t have any love developed =x
well, these were all my thinkings. my views. my th0ughts.

maybe it's nice, f0rtunate, sweet or watever nice term y0u could used
to be l0ved and pampered by someone wh0 l0ve you
but. ask y0urself. if he's n0t the on y0u love
w0uld y0u feel happy?
i dun tink so. y0u wld feel irritated =x
i guess s0. well that's me!

i knew it's hard f0r the one y0u l0ve to l0ve you
when he had this liking f0r someone else
but. all i can said ish.
i dun believe in a relationship
where love could be developed by giving the one party a chance
and try out that relationship =x

i was sh0cked by everything y0u said to me
i...never t0t you would be s0 em0tional..
i was stunned. f0r every reply y0u gave me
every answer y0u gave
every th0ught y0u had in mind.

i was wr0ng about y0u.
y0u are a perfect bf to be
but yet. y0u h0ld on t0 your principles.
y0ur personality. y0ur style.
theref0re, n0w. y0u are hurt.

i would be counting d0wn.
...........i w0n't say what is that i am c0unting d0wn.
but. i'm counting d0wn =(
y0u are the one
the source. the m0tivator
t0 rise up my determination!
i wld pr0ved it t0 you~!
bef0re...everything g0ne =x

[[~~!!~! i'm g0nna pr0ved it t0 y0u ~~!!~!]]

2:51:00 AM
but you never came...