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♥PROFILE

+lovely 21
+10121987+
+StudenT+
+graduated from Ngee Ann P0ly+
+Diploma in Business Information Technology+
+pursuing Degree in Biz management Majoring Finance+

+cheerful
+like to smile and laugh alot
+love her family and group of friends very much
+share happiness with ppl around her
+stay happy and smiles always ^^
+peace
+loves dogs, puppies and small animals

~~+l0Ve fr0m family and fRenx+~~
[I g0t it lE..thanx mY familY anD frEnx]
+stay happy+
+achieve my goals+
+moRe $$+
+travel to more countries+
+l0ve from someone special+

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+Alison+
+Aileen+
+Christine+
+Evelyn+
+Emily+
+Huiling+
+Huisi+
+Jasmine.Chua+
+Jasmine.Ling+
+Jasmine.Chan+
+Janice+
+Lisa+
+Meiyee+
+May+
+Ouyang+
+Sherlyn.L+
+Sherlyn.C+
+Shurong+
+Shiyin+
+Stephanie+
+Stanna+
+Terence+
+Vanessa+
+Xueli+
+Xueting+
+Yingwen

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

have been waiting for you

+ [[. lost .]] +

i'm l0st. i dunn0 wat am i thinking
i sh0uld be happy by n0w
i th0ught i wouldn't mind
i th0ught i'm gonna be strong
but i failed. omg`!

i was speechless. when i saw it
y0u are smiling happily. sweetly. enj0yed it
but i was speechless, mindless, feeling upset
awwWWWwwwwWW~~! what am i thinking!!

hate myself for being like this
hate myself for n0t being understanding
hate myself for thinking too great of myself
hate myself for insisting everything should go my way
without sparing a thought of other

HuitinG~!! wake up your idea lehx~!
no point la. it's n0t worth waiting
wat's n0t yours. will n0t be y0urs .
pls. get this freaking thinking into your mind.
argh~!! okay. i will try.

if losing a friend is nothing
then i see no point holding on to this friendship
i dun need this kind of friendship
whereby i'm the only one who care
yet you dun even give a freaking c0ncern about it
unless y0u are kidding
if n0t, i dun need this friendship.
i dun want it to last either.

do y0u really have to lose it before y0u learn how to cherish it mahx?
why n0t you cherish everything now.
bef0re it's g0ne?
why must everything be waited till last minute
then y0u will realised the effort i had put in our friendship

i dunno why. but i know
if one day, i were not to contact you
not to see you
or even, go missing
you won't even know.
cuz y0u dun even show me a freaking c0ncern of yours.

[[~~!!~! love and hate is just a line between ~~!!~!]]

10:41:00 AM
but you never came...